TIR and Terrorism
Experiences with 9/11 Survivors
by Victor R. Volkman, TIRA webmaster
 It can be easy to
forget that every participant in an incident has a completely different
point of view of the event. The experiences of 9/11 survivors exhibit
this disparity to a great degree, especially those of security personnel
and first-responders, people who remained involved for long durations.
In this article, I'll present an overview of some of the unique issues
culled from the TIR experiences of various populations. Although this
is not a scientific study, I believe that anecdotally it shows the
efficacy of TIR.
Another unique characteristic of 9/11 is that therapists and TIR
facilitators who treated the victims also in some way experienced the
same event. Especially those in the same metropolitan areas, as Kathryn
McCormack-Chen points out: "I often wondered if I were next. Usually
therapists and TIR facilitators are themselves viewing another person's
trauma as an uninvolved third party. It was both difficult for me to
hear these stories unfold and enormously fulfilling because I as the
facilitator could do something besides donate money".
Typical first responders such as firemen, policemen, and EMTs have
been trained to handle people and problems of physical trauma, whether
dealing with burn victims, triage, or removing the dead. They have been through
rigorous training, simulations, and real experiences in the past. Most
likely all Pentagon employees and staff would have undergone and planned
many disaster drills. However the sheer intensity of 9/11 could never
have been predicted. This also included unforseen threats such as
working around live high-voltage transformers in proximity with water.
Duration of the Incident
In the case of 9/11, the duration of the incident contributed greatly
to the onset of typical PTSD symptoms. Many security personnel and
first-responders were able to keep to the narrow focus of their training
for the initial duration of the incident, especially seasoned
first-responders who deal with physical trauma on a regular basis.
However, the scope of the incident was much larger than just one event
at a single time. For example, first responders handling the Pentagon
bombing completed their work only to come home and discover the equally
tragic and protracted events in Manhattan. In this sense their
normal routine of being able to put the day's worst behind them was
cut off. And coverage continued on every channel of television and
radio non-stop for days afterwards. Many felt the need to soldier on,
working a second shift with little or no breaks.
Further complicating the cases was the extended duration at each site.
At the Pentagon, Secretary Rumsfield ordered people back to work as soon
as possible. There would be smoke, water, debris, fuel, and bodies
being removed for days and weeks later. Imagine that being your working
environment, literally down the hall from you. Similarly,
first-responders would toil on in Manhattan for weeks and months,
unveiling a steady stream of carnage.
Feeling Personal Safety
 Another
complicating factor was the basic issue of personal safety. This
represented a completely new phenomenon on American soil. For example,
a Vietnam veteran could be secure in knowing that when he returned home
he was definitely not in the jungle even though he might still have
issues of hypervigilance, for example, in reaction to secondary stimuli
such as loud noises.
After 9/11, people in New York and D.C., continued to feel as if they
were in the target sights, because there's physically no way out of that
"jungle" if you live or work there. In that case, a hypervigilant
reaction upon hearing a jet plane engine would in some sense reward you
for surviving that potential threat. In many other types of incidents,
such as witnessing a drowning, the chances of actually experiencing the
same phenomenon again are small. However, intrinsic to the threat of
terrorism incidents is the possible recurrence of the phenomenon at any
time or place.
On 9/11, many first responders in D.C. heard that there were two more
airplanes on the way. This meant that while they might feel some success
in dealing with the first incident, they felt as if another incident was
on the verge of occurring. At that point, the first responders had to
continue with their jobs under the added pressure of being under fire by
potential further bombings.
Another important factor for some of these people is that the
officials decided to rebuild the Pentagon again the same way, with no
allowance for any of the windows to open. The original design was to
prevent suicide truck bombers, such as in Beirut, but of course that
design did not allow for an object to penetrate the entire structure.
The element of safety in alleviating past traumas is a relative
term here, because these people are just waiting for the next hit to
come, with full knowledge that many people could be again be trapped
behind unopenable windows in an future incident.
Earlier Similar
Another result determined from examining these case histories is that
even in dealing with an incident as large as this, the weight of earlier
traumas must be reconciled. The pain and loss that many people felt was
in fact linked to earlier incidents involving totally unrelated areas of
life.
Some came from dysfunctional families where their parents suffered
from mental illness, substance abuse, or both. Other histories contain
incidents such as the person having a gun held to his head, her having
experienced a car accident, or early sexual abuse.
The difficulty of returning to normal life was exacerbated in those
who also had unresolved childhood traumas. This, of course, was on top
of going to work with a plane still stuck in the building or the scene
of devastation in Manhattan that would last for months. Many first
responders would have have plenty of incidents prior to 9/11 that went
unresolved, its the nature of the job. A typical decision made under
such duress might be phrased as "I will never let myself be in a
vulnerable position again." The impetus is towards survival but this
solution raises more problems while positing an impossible task. TIR
helps viewers unmask and release such intentions when the root incident
is successfully addressed.
Effectiveness of TIR
Can TIR really be effective in the face of the severity of all the
aforementioned factors? Consider the case of one viewer (we'll call her
"Mary") who was a direct eyewitness to one of the crashes. Mary quickly
developed many typical PTSD and anxiety symptoms. During waking hours,
she would experience flashbacks. At night she experienced loss of sleep
punctuated by frequent nightmares.
She lived in constant fear of another attack and her attention was being
consumed by these obsessive thoughts. As a result of the sum total of
symptoms, she was considering a career change to a position of lesser
responsibility to avoid the sense of danger she felt constantly. After
only one hour of TIR around the 9/11 incident, she released those
symptoms and was able to return to a normal life. Today Mary has taken
a job with increased responsibility in a building not far from the
original disaster site.
One civilian survivor (we'll call him "Jack") who had a desk job but also had
first-responder training volunteered to stay and assist after
evacuation. He found that by the ability to do something and have a
measure of control put off his PTSD symptoms for nearly a year. Jack
speaks detatchedly of 9/11, except to say that retrospectively, he knows
that he slowly began to become more fragile. It wasn't until one month
after the huge anniversary memorial ceremony that Jack's symptoms became
severe to the point of taking a leave of absence. Again, treatment with
TIR proved effective and has allowed him the possibility of returning
to work.
Other Metapsychology techniques, such as unblocking, were also employed
in conjunction with TIR on this population. Unblocking is a technique
that makes use of repetition as a means of allowing a client to examine
an item or issue from a number of viewpoints from which he or she may, in
effect, have blocked comprehension. In Jack's case, his TIR session
became dominated by re-experiencing worry about a potential secondary
catastrophe (of which he had special knowledge) which might result in
certain death of responders on the scene. Unblocking his responses to
the dangerous situation then resulted in his being able to let go of it
and complete the incident.
Impact of the Media and Culture
 Though we
who were not there cannot compare our experience to that of the people
who were on the scene during the events of 9/11 and their aftermath,
many people suffered a negative impact that day. Trauma counselors I
have talked to since then from various areas of the country report
clients coming in with new fears and anxieties related to those events
even if they didn't personally know anyone who was injured or killed on
that day.
Like survivors of the events themselves, these clients often have
earlier incidents triggered by the events of 9/11 as well as fears about
possible future events. America's "loss of innocence" comes up
frequently as a theme when 9/11 is dicussed. The real loss may be loss
of the feeling of security and certainly most Americans took for granted
before the attacks.
Thematic TIR
addresses painful feelings, follows them down to the
incident at the root of that feeling and allows the client to let them
go. Case histories show that many clients have benefitted from Thematic
TIR to release the sometimes crippling feelings and fears they had post
9/11. Alertness to potential danger can aid our survival. Crippling
fear does not. No matter how reasonable the fear may seem to a person
going into a Thematic TIR session, completely viewing it so as to reduce
the charge and reistance to is results in a viewer who is free from the
negative influences of the past incidents so viewed and able to be more
more alert, comfortable and effective in his or her environment.
Marian Volkman, my wife, has found that fears for the future are best
addressed with Future TIR (taught in the TIR - Expanded Application
Workshop). She reports having used more Future TIR than anything else
in addressing post 9/11 symptoms. As an example, one client ("Susan")
was plagued by both vague and specific fears for the future especially
concerning the well-being of her children. After one session of Future
TIR of slightly more than one hour in which the client addressed every
negative scenario she could imagine, she was able to live without these
worries hounding her and able to enjoy life again.
Acknowledgments
This article was made possible by the Healing
Trauma for the World project, an outcome of the Landmark Education
Self-Expression and Leadership Program. I would like to thank
Kathryn McCormack-Chen, Ragnhild Malnati, Marian Volkman, and other TIR
facilitators who have contributed their experiences to this story. Your
continuing work helps show the world what's possible.
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